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my prayer

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I am moving into a place of total satisfaction that is of course not in this world...that which flows through you is Love...I do trust myself... and so this world becomes more trustworthy....God's is man's awareness of being, though pure and untouched by personality... it is back of all you do ...silent, still... unmoving...the unconditioned awareness... is at peace always... within my central self ...whom is God ...I'm just grateful for what I have... all my enemies under my feet... I recognize the carnal plot to make all light, into dark ...and my darkness envelopes them whom meant the darkness for others... I do nothing but witness....I do nothing but laugh...even the so called evil ones...they pray and receive just as we all do... and for those called "meek", the light increases...or if you believe yourself meek, perhaps the light decreases...all saving graces come without merit, not by works... no one is worthy... though they are brought into a place of w…

right sized sermon

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All things are possible... the real question is ...can man believe that God is within man dreaming that he is him?...though how many people have that much courage? Further ...could we dwell within God and dream that we are him?...even more courage required... God is me ...God is within me...and though I am in this dream, of God dreaming he is I...I boldly dream that I am God...and this is the only way to live for me...God is my best friend...he is very personable very much a friend... that is greatest among those I would call friend...even more... taking a challenge much greater than any given me by one whom is pushed out from me...as everyone is me pushed outward ... God dwells within us... and is nearer than our hands or feet... his challenge to us is to test his unbreakable law... that our deepest held belief does become the evidence of our experience...we do create our own experience ...that which we believe becomes our life, our circumstance, everything that we behold in our in…

FAITH

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The value is all in God, and God is within me... as me... it is the same for everyone, though a small group of persons apparently do not want us to believe in ourselves ...but they desire that we believe in the symbols ... we are the real value in money, the symbols are worthless... I am moving into feeling the way I want to feel right now... without any physical evidence, of desired belief being solidified or "real" ...or in its method or steping...I'm asking myself how my fullfilled desire would make me feel, ...and feeling that way without the desire being physically present...this seems an inadequately written explanation of faith...which is the certainty of unseen things being real...of unknown things being known...for signs follow they do not proceed...it was my anger, negativity and bad feelings, that kept me from my fullfilment in the past...it may not be clear while in the "crisis", though from here now while I write, I can see ... I have clarity... a…

Behind me

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Warning all about me being God...change the channel...or the devil will get you...The tomarow I continue to remember, here from the bench... this outter world of form and circumstance... the opulence of my expressions clothed in these many varied disguises, I again appreciate this moment...this right now ...so richly running amok through my mind... the tomarow I remember today, settleted, in my growing belief, still and quiet...confidence needs no loud declaration ...an imaginal action... a form of Gods own will...my will is God's will...though they will scream blasphemy!... the evil they continually see in the world all around them is their own evil...so God's will that I loosely hold in my intent...confident but not rigid...I pick up the desire I held and let go... it is weightless but not unfamiliar now... it is forming itself about me in simplicity... in beauty... it is showing its quiet power unto my sight... I am lost within solutions progression,.. I need no other now…

centralized power

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The solution of imaginal action is well beyond the dim grasp of the worldly wise, and they shall never see the power that is within its foundation of non material rock... It is not swayed by the many changing storms of this worlds political weather ...or is it confused by fickle swaying of too many thoughts ...cries of mournful howling, brought silent in my peaceful letting go... my dream here having been radically shifted, has brought about a disruption that needs to be celebrated, as you celebrated such a short time ago... my trust has not been with the false prophets tounge... my own inner conversations of abundant opulence far more important than any news or some other trivial distraction... these bla bla bla shows and productions you attempt to capture God through... are failing... for still you have not understood ... what is causing our experience?... have you not yet turned the water to wine? or indeed is it always a new vintage every day?...YOUR experience is created by your…

Illuminated Puppets

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To the puppet masters, I speak little...this letter is for your puppets...So collapsing empires of secret greed makes an average Joe happy...and really we should celebrate this new independence day...they all ran away to act as though they somehow are not guilty...your costumes have been recognized and the audience has fruits and vegetables to throw... you know they can hear every word you ever spoke now... but the worse for you is that the suspension of disbelief is over...and your true forms shown to your patrons...take a bow quickly and run away lest you be struck down by the hardness of your own shames....so strip away the greed from all their accounts.... and the angry audience sees your masters face and knows their names...they must run like the common petty thieves they are...even you whom has no end to your lies must know your time is over... run away...run away and hide...as mine own time beginning ...you have failed... go ahead ...make my day ...come and kill me... you beli…

2019 Hitler's Wet Dream, Crumbled

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So Hitler's wet dream has become a reality in the hallowed halls of American government...I can't help but feel that myself and many others have helped his highest ideals become fact...trickery perpetrated upon Justices back... so these secrets you have killed so many over... have these ghosts of perspective attached to them... at many places you do not know...these ghostly secrets you could not see follow your show... not the dog and pony, or the layers between... but right to the deposits you could not keep your hands clean... I doubt the "brightest" among you know what is about to happen... the freedom that is mine, cannot be contained by your intricate plans whom at first implementation... crumble into useless wastes of time and energy that they are...revisions of chaos will not emerge as order... not the order you planned... your dependence on Imperialism, your dependence on secrecy has not been enough...to secure your earthly throne of blood and deceit ... an…

the last spaceman

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To the last spaceman...You had insisted on failure...you have been doomed from the start... no matter how many times I try...you keep insisting on your own way...so I do not care ...how can I ?... Going my way through the space time strings...I may be a spaceman, but you ...still whom are earthbound are not superior because your feet are on the ground...being one with infinite potential... knowing the certainty of a very specific track of experience ...we both wait only for the call and it's acceptance... is this the only real thing we ever do?...eons of time are brief moments to us...a particular unique string of experience is what this is now ...that may at my decree have others within it, though they are there by my choice...like in this world... they move under a strange compulsion they do not understand ... do not comprhend...they have no real why in them... they only have what...and they forever struggle with how.... they serve my desire... and still they feel superior be…

dramas momentum

From the one source...There is a definite momentum to life, though seasons, ebb and flow, all just as true as powerful as momentum... there is a strength in the gathering momentum... even the word itself feels unstoppable to me... I am in some building momentum of transcending thought... and action that carries me into my long held belief ...as my life has always been moving in this way ...I now use my momentum to bring that desire into my experience... so positive imagery in the blog here is least viewd by the readers...least popular... positive leaning blog entries are clearly not as sought after as negative, it is a phenomenon I suppose I can understand... as we are assuredly trained to ignore the positive and pay attention to the negative...a momentum of the negative leanings of human focus... is it possible to reverse this tendency and become a positively tuned perspective?... as really I speak now to the negative disciples of greed and parasitic usury ...from the time we are o…

deep space rescue

The dream will be shared, it's a brief dream... perhaps just a few seconds long... fear... a great overwhelming feeling of terror... a trembeling child...whom is me...as all things in a dream are the self...laying down in a curled fetal position on my right side...trembling in a penetrating sense of horror...dejected in utter dispair...terrified in some certainty of being helpless...some resignation of being the wholly sacrificed victim to this unbearable fear itself so long endured ...I am paralyzed and have been unable to escape this capture of my awareness ...as I hear footsteps loudly approaching total panic abruptly ends the dream.... it is early morning...I hear birds singing their morning song outside... I am back on earth... I know I must save that child in the dream... whom is I... I must interpet the dream...understand it... for I have abandoned that child in a prison upon the massive stained glass spaceship that is a construct of mind...my own mind...a monstrous constr…

to the prick of misery

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Open it and quicken it... I guess it means doing it... I remember when "doing it", meant sex... ahh distant memories of ancient pre internet history... we went outside then, its a place away from your device, away from your connection to the virtual realm...in the outside there is sunshine, wind and other unfamiliar thing's...other unfamiliar things...I guess I'm wrong about people not reading anymore... I told my friend whom suggested I write a blog... that people don't read anymore... not that I can write, I guess that's obvious by reading the content of this blog... but after making some entries into it... and looking at the views... I guess people still do read... I definitely am not a writer... there is no doubt about that... anyway, not really trying to be the frothing mouthed madman here and now... the madman is my state of mind where I assume an... attempting to project a psychological projection upon the unsuspecting public...example this blog...I f…